I sat there and shaded my head with my hair.
I sat there contracted and I sat there rejected.
I sat there and dried my hands on my tights.
I sat there pretending that I didn’t care.
I lay there digging my head in my arms.
I lay there unwanted, I lay with desire.
I lay there and swallowed my words with my pride.
I lay there and made you think I was asleep.
I stood there unsure what to do with my hands.
I stood there swaying from left to the right.
I stood there and feared that my back was not straight.
I stood there and all I could do was just wait.